Mrs Moody emotionless world

something happen make me feel a bit... hmm... i really don't really know how to put it, may be i feel myself not as important as before...
i tot i can take it but eventually i cannot.. sigh.. why ???
i am still finguring out how to cope with it.. can i forget? can i forgive?
i guess i can really forgive.. actually i have forgiven.. but i feel a bit uneasy... why?
am i that not good??
duno lei.. hehe
anyway, busy in the chinese new year.. sigh....