Mrs Moody emotionless world

chubby kid

2008-09-02T15:32:00.003+08:00

baby is getting big nowaday.. so my poor wrist also accidentally twisted by this little big baby.. he smiles more often and he is very cute.. show you all some vedio

baby

2008-08-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time for posting
cos baby isaac was naughty
he is no longer sleepy
he is active now
and he put on weight
what a chubby baby
anyway sometimes he is very noisy
but sometimes he is very cute
he smile at you when he is happy
like you do what he feels good
hehe
he use a lot of strength to go for poo poo
like giving birth like that
very funny
hahahahaha
sleep deprived mum
nothing much to say
still adjusting to the life of having isaac
thank you lord for such a treasure

justice bao--isaac

2008-07-15T11:25:00.003+08:00

oh not.. due to his jaundice, we decided to sun bath him..
there is not sufficient sunlight in the morning, so my mum an di decided to put him in a room that is full of sun shine .. no direct sunlight.... to sun bath him.. so call
actually just make him sleep in that room and let him breath fresh air..
always air con also not good right
then after 4 hours
to our horror
baby isaac became justice bao
he got sun tan.. oh no!!!!

mummy: little isaac, mummy won't do that to you again. sorry my baby
isaac: dun put me there again, or else i will become a african isaac...

sleepy baby and hectic weekend

2008-07-14T13:41:00.003+08:00

there are so many visitor to visit our new bb isaac
see.. so many people love you
hehe
he is still sleepy as ever
despite the costant noise form spo many group
he still sleep his on way

only goodness fellowship saw him awake
how lucky are they
haha

but isaac want to say "thank you very much all the uncle auntie kor kor jie jie presents. I am really very blessed! *muack* "

naughty boy

2008-07-12T01:33:00.002+08:00

had a sleepless night
he was too stimulated
there was a group of visitor came ard 10 plus
and he was carried by them..happily.. then
he don't want to sleep anymore
poor confinement lady have to look after him
me also have to feed him every one hours plus..

anyway, today had a check up in clinic
still have jaundice btu not as serious as before..
pray lord that have morning sun to sun bath him

sleepy issac

2008-07-10T08:08:00.003+08:00

issac sleep most of the time, knowing thathe sleep more than 20 hours a day we garb every moment that he is awake to talk to him or play with him.. there are a few precious awake moment that we manage to record down

my new find treasure

2008-07-09T10:12:00.003+08:00

thankyou lord for giving me such a good treaure had beenin the delivery room for about 15 hours, and the poor mama have no strength to push out this little treaure, so he had to "forcep out" to this world the forcep accidentally hurt his left eye hence his left eye is swelling and wounded.. so sorry for him pray lord that he will have a smooth recovery then to days after discharge to visit doctor diagnose with janudice.. ahve to admit to hospital for to days photo therapy poor boy i know it is common but it is still disheartening feel so sorry for him again he had to struggle in the photo light cubicle sigh back home on sunday but he is now yellow again.. wanna sund hin properly but it is always raining in the morning.. you know morning sun is the only sun light can sun him..... sigh...... so many sigh... hope he will be well.. each time admit to hospital will be extra charges and he is so poor things alone in the hospital

youth hour bazzar

2008-06-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

FUN!!!
drink store rock!!!
our uniquely designed hat .. it goes withthe theme
ice milo selling very well..
and i become the lady who mix milo for sale?
is that nice?
i think a bit sweet right?
how about the milo dianosaur
heard that it has a lot of powder inside
value for money hor
hehe
but fun to participate
do you have fun in joining us?
i guess everyone having fun too????
hehe

drug addict

2008-06-21T21:16:00.002+08:00

bugging for more novomin
standing in front of my counter
cursing and scolding me, why not selling him one more packet of novomine..
drug addict favourite
i just dun like to sell to you, cannot meh?
i think in my heart
but i just left him alone
and he keeps bugging...
after five mins, he left and saying that he won't be coming back again
"hurray" in my heart
but i beleive he will come back again
sigh
difficult.....

youth hour bazzar

2008-06-21T19:04:00.002+08:00

buy from me drink
we have very special drink to sell
hehe
buy from uncle simon ice-cream!!!!
hehe
got so many favor and the taste not bad..
must buy !!!

reluntant to go back to work

2008-06-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

Relax in the retreat and now having problem in going abck to work..
wanna relax all the way
haah
dream on
really enjoy e holiday
wanna be student
and understand the sadness of ending the holiday.. hehe
back to work
sad sad sad
but happy to see my colleague in teh meeting.. once a month
they are very nice..
i won't be seeing them after three to four months liao.. hehe
because of the maternity Leave
hehe
on leave again..
lalalalalalalala

Retreat

2008-06-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

Fun, good food, nice room
what a good rest! and a good way to retart...
recharge and rediscover myself
more encouraged!!!
i played table tennis
hehe
baby is good and happy..
a little bit tired but fun
i love my designed maternity wear!!!!
hehe

coughing and camp

2008-06-14T10:53:00.000+08:00

still coughing and it last for 9 days
takent he antibiotic and finish the course of it.. still couighjing
but not as bad as before...
sigh
looking forward for the retreat as it will be a refreshing rest
i need it
but just wonder can i join in the games and the fun
remember last time i go malaysia for retreat i play table tennis.. ping pong.. i wish i can play in this retreat too..
should be fun
hehe
wanna sleep and wanna cough free life

diabetic

2008-06-11T19:54:00.002+08:00

customer: my son 5 years old, got ant in the urine, got daibetic?
me (thinking): why your boy urine "ant" and your boy did not flush toilet? how can you kow that ant will be attracted to the boy urine?

fascinating... hehe

taking medicine

2008-06-11T19:27:00.001+08:00

After a week a coughing and much persuade from my gynae,
he persuaded me for five mins, i have to start taking antibiotic for my cough
so sad
it is grade B in preganacy
no abnormitlity have been show in animal study but no control study done in pregnant women.
take it if you have real indication

dun want to take
scare my baby might affected
if i don't take my gynae said i might develope in bronchitis
so.. anyway i brough this 6 tabs of med for 38 bucks.. sigh
Lord, pls ensure the safety of the baby

some thought

2008-06-10T00:25:00.002+08:00

Am i a good role model to follow?
I feel very lousy of myslef lately..esp after the serious flu.. down at home for five days..
feel that i am not a good role model to fellow...
or should i said i had lesser friend no a day.. my friend are getting less..
i guess it is my problem..
lazy to keep update?
or i am not a good people at all..
i mean, my character, got some problem that is the reason why people dun like me
am i a perfectionist?
or i am too care of how people thinking about me?
i hear no negative things about me
but just feeling my surrounding are changing
the people attitude toards me change
i am not so call "popular"
i should not said popular but just i dun feel attach to anywhere
i am like isolated in some where call "island"
maybe too many work and too less church
no workship and no preaching for too long
too cynical about myself
now i am
being paranoid of meeting people..
being paranoid of building up friendship..
because no one will remember if we dun have times to catch up
one up coming question!!!
Am I a good mother if i can't be a good person..
will i be a bad influence to my child?
will my child stress becasue of me?
will he be okay physically and mentally?
there are too many question in my mind running wild..
tough to sleep, will just wake up in horror
no peace in mind and heart
during "illness" peroid..
i can't sleep but being dizzy for 72 hours
i did not sleep but being repeating some moment of life
i cried and feel numb...
why ?
pre natal blue?
hope it will go off soon

something in traditional chinese wanna share.. can read?

2008-04-19T12:12:00.000+08:00

親愛的朋友：

*我只想和您分享一些不可思議的事情！
*真不可思議？

*一張一百元正的鈔票在教會奉獻時是多麼大的面額，
*但在行街購物時卻是如此的細小？
*真不可思議？*

*兩小時在教會過就好長,
*但看一套好戲就好短？
*真不可思議？

*當禱告時要找一個字都好難，
*但與朋友傾談時卻口若懸河？
*真不可思議？*

*有人覺得讀一章聖經又難又悶，
*卻很容易地就看完百多頁的小說？
*真不可思議？

*人人都想在演唱會或在遊戲時坐在前排，
*但在教會他們無論如何都會坐後排？
*真不可思議？

*我們要教會預先兩三個星期通知活動，
*才能安放在自己的時間表裡，
*但我們只需用兩三分鐘就安排好參加其他的活動？
*真不可思議？*

*我們很困難才能從神學到真理與人分享，
*卻好容易就學到講閒話，
*甚至謠言滿天飛？*真不可思議？

*我們相信在報紙雜誌中講的每件事，
*卻懷疑聖經裡所記載的事蹟？
*真不可思議？

*人人都想上天堂，
*卻不願去了解和探索任何東西？
*真不可思議？

*我們常常將笑話從電郵傳來傳去，
*但! 當我們要將神的信息傳給別人時，
*卻一再考慮？
*真不可思議？

*你現在竟然能看到這信息，
*卻又願意傳給你所認識的每位朋友。
*假如你不這樣做，
*你不單只奪取自己得到祝福的機會，
*同時也奪取別人被祝福的機會！
*可能在你朋友的生命中，
*正需要認識那位不可思議的神？
*真不可思議！！！

最不可思議的是, 這不可思議的神,
從未放棄過我們這些心硬得不可思議的人。

Primary sch

2008-04-19T12:02:00.002+08:00

Just realised that my pri sch in hk will torn down soon.. really sad about it.. there are so many memory there...
the teacher, the classmate, the CCA mate..really so many memory.
was a teacher's pet back then..
everything seems so nice then, the flower is red, the sky is blue, the grass is green.
everything was so nice..
no black nor white.. everything was so bright..
was in a catholic primary sch.
have bible lesson every week, everyday have to pray.
but it was still fun.

stock take

2008-03-30T15:07:00.002+08:00

Will be having stock take soon
this is going to be a overnight stock take
can i take it after working from 10.30 till 6.30pm, then comtinue from 9 till 3am?
next morning still have to work from 10.30 till 6.30pm
sian
sigh
god give me the strength to overcome this

Memorable day

2008-03-26T17:33:00.002+08:00

have you seen the fire extinuguiher in action?
i mean not in the situation of fire, but it just open itself and spray all the powder
It happen
in my shop
today
at ard 9.30am
the shop is full of powder..
horrible
the cleaning up is even more terrible
imagine all the floor , the shelf , the goods is full of very fine powder...
"mati" after clenaing up

happening day

2008-03-09T15:26:00.002+08:00

it was a happening day.....
staff working in afternoon cannot come...
cashier machine spoilt
which one is more important?
which one should i settle first?
tough decision
guess baby isaac got stress out too
haha
singaporean like that
people close shop for five min for repairing the computer
people start formin goutside the shop as if inside got free gift
once the gate open, all rush into the shop like no people business
sigh

2 hours and 15 mins more

2008-02-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

i cankock off from work
i can have my lunch
i can prepare the silde from tmr youth hours
pray lord that tmr will be smooth
pray lord that tmr will be fun

yawning
tired
despite slept for 10 hours
sigh

Lo hei

2008-02-13T17:51:00.001+08:00

very fun experience to Lo yu sheng in the shop.. haha
super funny
had done up the presentation silde for the celebration, ask student from individual class to come up with a 3 minutes skit, each level have diff topic. Preparation time is about half an hour.
what do you think?
he he
duno can work or not
annie

working sunday

2008-01-13T14:28:00.000+08:00

being working in sunday is the most "sian" things in a month
nothing muchto say
was having a good time yesterday
there are total of 10 people playing street scocer yesterday
they had a good game
i had a good watching
pretty interesting
they are like running very madly in the begining
but they can't really run and play as well as the time pass..
after 30mins, they are quite tired and drench....
drench with sweat
hehe
interesting

2nd entry in 2008

2008-01-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to write.. live is as placcid as ever..
but just a bit bored at work soi am writing non sense
tired as usual..
struggling not to go to a wedding dinner tonight.. very tired la
but think will still go..
wanna sleep
esp after lunch..
how long more before i left the shop
oh no..
another 4 hours
sigh..

new year 2008

2008-01-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

Wah.. actually a lot of things had been happening since the date i didnot updatemy blog.. really
the transfer of my partner in my workplace
the life of being single shift pharmacist in a shop which suppose to be two shict
the welcoming of a new life
it explain the reason of my giddy spell
initially was very panick and sad cause i had alot of plan in this year 2008 want to do.. like, changing job, going oversea to travel, or even back to study... so so os many things having achieve yet
then a new life came..
it shock me and simon
but it is a pleasant shocking afterall
see the ultra sound, the baby had head, hand, leg and body
the most recent ultra sound show that the baby was moving inside me...

and i guess this baby dun like computer
everytimes i face the computer too long, he/she will protest by giving me gizddy spell
so i better off now..
willcome up with much more update later
hehe

bad giddy spell

2007-12-03T19:11:00.000+08:00

what happen to me?
have been giddy since the frist day back from phuket tillnow.. thought was due to tiredness of travelling.. but the condition getting worse..
my world is super giddy,can't walk fast.. if not i wantto vomit.. what happen to me????
dare not to take any tablet for giddiness, casue it will result in sleeping..i can;t sleep walk at work right..
sorry for the MIA.. really feeling very tired and very tired and not feeling well

very unwell
sleep most of my time, besides working, the rest of my time is sleeping...
but my condition is not better..sigh
what should i do????

back from phuket!!

2007-11-27T19:26:00.000+08:00

wah.. should i said having fun?
yes... i do have fun
went with simon'ssec school fren
total three couple with 2 three years old kids and 1 4month old infant..
pretty exciting
those kid are very funny
the place is very nice
nice shopping
but in four days have been travelling with ship, boat, minibus, airplace, jet ski...
so i am really dizzy now
haha
really dizzy
still not back to the best shape yet
not alert enough
then have to handle stock take
sigh

sec four camp

2007-11-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

finally it is over..
thanks for the help of allthe people to make this event happen and not ened up too bad..
hehe
most importantly, the people who participant, all the sec four student.
really wish them all the best in the future and hope will see you all in second service or even back to youth hour if you have interest to be a sunday school teacher..
the best is if those can join the youth fellowship..
haha
then we will have chance to have fun again!!

Evil Me

2007-11-17T19:51:00.000+08:00

pretty evil recently..thinking maybe abit overwork or stress on nothing
evil thought all day
"why must i did that?"....
"why they are so rude?"
"why i have to settlethis?"
"why can't you just think about it?"
"why you make mistake again?"
"why you ignore me?"
"why dun help me out?"
"why push that to me?"
"why must i pay?"

symptom of working two full day from 9.30 till 9.30 and one more dragging sunday have to work....
my thinking are all evil
all negative
no customer are interesing
people are purposely againist me...
HELP
help me out from this swirl
a hurrican of self pity
a storm of evilness attack me....

emotional

2007-11-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

sigh.. being uneasy and insecure recently
pondering over..
should i change job or not?
i am quite okay with the job.. convenience and brainless.. but that is what i really what?
and what i really want??????
lazy

Lyric by eason chan.. very nice

2007-11-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

愛情轉移

曲: Christopher Chak | 詞: 林夕

徘徊過多少櫥窗住過多少旅館才會覺得分離也並不冤枉
感情是用來瀏覽還是用來珍藏好讓日子天天都過得難忘
熬過了多久患難濕了多長眼眶才能知道傷感是愛的遺產
流浪幾張雙人床換過幾次信仰才讓戒指義無反顧的交換

*把一個人的溫暖轉移到另一個的胸膛
讓上次犯的錯反省出夢想每個人都是這樣
享受過提心吊膽才拒絕做愛情待罪的羔羊
回憶是抓不到的月光握緊就變黑暗等虛假的背景消失於晴朗
陽光在身上流轉等所有業障被原諒
愛情不停站想開往地老天荒需要多勇敢*

燭光照亮了晚照不出個答案戀愛不是溫馨的請客吃飯
床單上鋪滿花瓣擁抱讓它成長太擁擠就開到了別的土壤
感情需要人接班接近換來期望期望帶來失望的惡性循環
短暫的總是浪漫漫長總會不滿燒完美好青春換一個老伴

Repeat * *

你不要失望蕩氣迴腸是為了最美的不凡

am i rude

2007-11-13T12:34:00.000+08:00

sometimes i do thing myslef as a very emotional and rude person...
sigh..
why?
cos i throw tantrum easily
cos i will tell the person off just like that if i am in a bad mood..
it is very gal things?
or i become more and more inpatience due to working too long in retail
all the customer are a bit non sense
i guess i am that sort of customer too..
hehe

tired sat

2007-11-10T17:34:00.000+08:00

wasn't slept well last night..super tired in the sat.
make it worst.....
i am working whole day in the shop for this sat
sigh.....
why like that....
what a day....

as request.. Fantasy friday

2007-11-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

Wake up super early, for me,
it is six o clock and the sky is still dark
have to go to a place call chiku road...
you know where is there?
itis suppose to be near rambudan road...
make me wanna ask where is the mango and lychee???

haha
why i wake up so early and go to the fruity street for?
it is for a photo shoot...
it is some company thinggy
my face, together with another 11 more pharmacists, will appear in the company calender for 2008.. i will get a copy and let you all see once it is okay
so what do you all think about this post?
fantasy enough?

but photo shoot is very fun, the people there are very fun...
they ask me to post some cute and pretty post..
how can cute and pretty?
cute mean ugly but adorable right? so it is contradictary...
hmm....

boring tuesday

2007-11-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

was in the quiet outlet today.. it is so quiet that i yawn more than ten time in half an hour..
really bored
the condition get betetr after i took the teh tarik
haha
i really cannot stand such a slow shop.. it is so boring
my friend are going to give me a lot of vichy sample on whitening and oily skin.. anyone want some to try???
can ask from me...
i see how many sample she will give me tmr....
hehehehe

another monday

2007-11-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

the burn wound became like scared skin in my left hand , pretty ugly..
It still hurt..ouch
just thank god that this scar is not in my face.. or else......
pretty busy day...
from 10.30am busy till 4.30 without a break..no drinking of water, no sitting down, but i just do my work, schedule people to work, count the money, call the supplier to ask what type of aloe vera are they using in the aloe vera drink.. kind of funny

still busy..but time pass super fast..
Good

meaningful day

2007-11-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

What a meaningful day i had today
was in kim seng CC this morning till 5 plus..
organising some health check, home visit and medication review for them..
i feel that we did the correct move
we target the correct group of people for this year's pharmacy week
the group of less fortunated people whom don't really know about their medicine
whom can't really speak mandarin nor english, they can only speak dialect
but they are the group that really in need of our help..
they need people to look after their medicine, look after their health
they are very spontaneous, they show their gratitue for our help,
they won't scold us for being disorganise in the morning,
they won't scold us for pricking their blood for more than 2 times for glucose test
they still patiently waited for their turn
they thank us for helping them to check their health,
they are the gorup of older generation who work so hard for the good foundation of our singapore
they are the generation who won't complain how hard life is
they are the generation who repect health professional and take every word from them, our word carry weight..

Just wondering can we, as an individual, as a group, even as an orgniszation, pay more attention to this group of people that we have always neglected in our mind???
they are just like a "kid"
they whine, they smile, they walk slowly
but without their contribution, do we have such a comfortable life now????

Un-- reasonable customer

2007-11-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

Dear customer,

Could you not to demand a return of product which you have purchased from other outlet? it will result in shortage in stock take.

Also, please don't take my advise of topping up the purchase as a forceful push to sell more items.. i just want to balance the account with the other branche....and what i mean was just a kind and gentle reminder

Moreover, could you don't look at me scronfully at my name tag and tell me sarcatically that i am only a pharmacist,since i amnot a shop manager, i have no right to ask you to top up the purchase

And could you pls don;t argue back to me when i told you that in unity a pharmacist is also a shop manager?

Also when you fill in the reason for return item, pls fill in all your particular inculding your address and dun scold my staff why force you to fill in..

that is all my advise and hope will you take a look..

thank you for your time and hope not to see you again.

cheers,
annie

got another chance to go for auntie show.. but...

2007-11-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

sigh.. actually got another chanc eto go for another show in channel right.. golden age...
but i cannot go .. cos my company dun approve it.. it will affect our working time..
so our company dun allow us to go for the pre recorded show..
what a watse.. kind of wasted it..
cos it is pretty fun to be in TV
hehe

anyway.... give me some suggestion what to buy for birthday>???

What you think?

2007-10-31T12:32:00.000+08:00

http://www.mrbrown.com/blog/2007/10/god-forbid-you-.html?cid=87961202#

if you all free..maybe can go to this web site...
had a look at the actual article as wellas the comment..
what do you think about it?
youwill bein the pharmacist or Mr. Brown side?

I just feel sad...

SIGH

A trip to TV station

2007-10-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

It was a really sweating moment
suppose to reach TV station at 7.15am this morning.. so i decide to got off the house at ard 6.30 to avoid traffic becos i will be taking cab..

then i waited for 15 mins..
there were no cab.. all cab were BUSY..
I called cab.. for fifteen mins.. no one pick up..
i was terribly fear.. i can't reach by 7.45am.. my friend have to do the interview alone..
I prayed ...
suddenly a cab stop at the bukit panjang plaza.. i approach the cab driver.. he said.. "i am changing shift and after the night driver pass me money, then i drove him back..
after that, then i can drove you.."
wah...
i waited fro five mins, the night driver back and told himthat he dun need a ride home cos i am urgent!
he is so nice..

luckily i reach TV station on time...
really scare...

i think i was super nervous but anyway.. i did it already...
I finished the whole interview liao..
what an achievement!

busy friday

2007-10-26T15:09:00.000+08:00

from today onwards is storewide 5 % discount on top of all the range discount.. expected to be super busy.. hehe
so far so good.. hope the sale can keep it up..
think recently my temper is really not good.. always throw tantrum..
being wilful... i guess all the work and customer make me supoer short tempered..and I slept quite late recently.. so the mood getting even worst...

if you all watch good morning singpaore.. you will see me on air at ard 7.45 or 9.15am in that show..
haha
i will be on air.. hehe
just to introduce what is the pharmacy week about and the event is going on in kim seng CC..hehe

hurray

2007-10-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

was really happy about yesterday good good sales.. it never happen before..so have to congratulate to our shop and the staff.. we did so well.. maybe later our shop can always hit that mark..
hehe

anyway, pretty quite today... but with zillion of deleivery..
haha.. have to set up promotion.. now already low morale..
how to sustain till night??? wondering

anyway, was being unreasonable to Mr. seetoh last night.. a big apology to him.. i know you are very kind, won't angry with me...

meeting a nice customer

2007-10-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

God is amazing...
was pretty moody this morning till working time..
but God brighten up my day with a customer
they are the cheerful couple, they really brigthen upmy day.
the husband is well again after all the chemo.. hehe
it is god grace..
after today's talk, then i know that their daugther was a pastor in one of the presbyterian chruch..

He was a normal people after years ago, then fall sick.. go thru so many chemo, he is well again.. God is really great.. everytime when he finish one course of chemo, he will came with his wife and tell me, and talk to me..

I will worry if he did not turn up after sometimes...

I will feel discourage with them if he unable to go for chemo because his white blood cell was too low

But God is great.. He go thru all the "horrible" chemo with great courage.

Really happy

Back to work

2007-10-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

think too long have not go to work..
did not go to work for two days..
haha
cos in retail, you seldom had chance to skip working for so long.. hehe
not use to work
lucky today is pretty quiet
but not good for the sales
anyway, was pretty moody today.. suddenly had a feeling that i am very lousy
i am very useless
why..
not really sure..
a kind of emptiness rush into my mind...
why why why?????

dabate session

2007-10-21T21:32:00.001+08:00

had a real good session in today's fellowship time
we had two side on the topic of
chirstian should not earn too much money

ahah opposition won!
haha
pretty impressive that they can find out so many verse regarding money
regarding christian view on money

hope everyone take home with a correct view

being rejected

2007-10-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

guess i did not get the job.. how i know???
1) no one called me after the interview
2)someone got offered by the company

I always tell myslef it is a very good opportunies to experience what is interview like..
to try my gut to be "interviewed"
i got what i want..
i really got what but why i still feel sad...
i had been asking myself
i found out that
I, annie ng, hate the feeling of being rejected....
I, annie ng, feel lousy being rejected
I, annie ng, feel hurt being rejected...

sigh
think think think..
jesus also rejected by the people,
why me, annie ng, can't take it..
think i am putting myslef before God.. my motive is wrong..
have to reflect about it...

missing...????

2007-10-21T21:20:00.001+08:00

are we missing????
guess a lot of people found us during the week end.. apologies to those who find us and yet could not reach us..
reason being
1) we are in batam
2) simon phone was spoilt
3) my phone No batt

hmm.. really sorry of all the inconvenience casued!!!
really sorry

3 day 2 night trip? No No

2007-10-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

haha.. where have we been?
just went to batam for a short short trip.. it sound like 3 day two night trip.. 19 to 21.. but it end up like 1 day 2 night
we reach batam at 9 pm friday.. and left at 9 am in sunday
only had on sat to walk walk..
but had fun...
hehe
do a massage cum foot reflexology.. cheap and good
we brought shirt pants, shoe and scandal..
eat very delicious donut.. i swear it is much much better than missy donut.. had no chance to eat the donut factory.. but it is really nice...
sang a 5 dollars sing k in the hotel ktv lounge.. with all the aunty uncle with song like in the 70s oldies..
but had fun..

longing holiday

2007-10-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

yoz..
five hours later ..i will be sailing to other country..
sound so far..
it is batam!!!!
hahaha
just go there to relax to relax to relax
haha

dizzy thurs

2007-10-18T17:50:00.001+08:00

wake up very late today, about 12.30pm.. very satisfy but the head is spinning when i woke up..
maybe i am addicted to sleep..
maybe i really sleep too much
long time did not go back to shop...
miss the people there
finally see sue,haha did not see her like a week.. must be very happy hari raya for her la.. haha
me? God will take care of me...
God will provide
God will help me

2nd in and crazy heart

2007-10-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

it is the short form of second interview..
hmm.. got some very tricky questions and i really any how ans it..
still shaking
still shaking
hope everything will be fine
wait for call the whole day.. but still no call.. guess the chance no good la
anyway.. just let God decide my fate la

had a real good session in the meeting with my friend
haha
dicussing some funny stuff..
brought a new clothe today
very happy
hope my happy mood will continue

famous "saying"

2007-10-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

hmm.. I was taking bus ride home, with nothing in my mind, suddenly remembered that some of the people in our fellowship had some famous "saying"
let me name some..

qing fung " I don't want to go to hell with you!!!"
Yi li "hello, HelLo, hello, Hello, H€llo " with increasing tone...
Annie " okay? okay? okay???"
Simon "let's us end this session on time"
Jia ling " de...." or "Er...."
hmm.. guesss the list is not end at.. anyone wanna add on?????

Relax day

2007-10-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

slept till 3pm then woke up..
dun feel hungry
no phone call
bloging with no worry
chatting online with friend
no one shouting "annie"
no one screaming "pharmacist"
relax day
relax life..
can i have that more often!!
('',)

PSS meeting

2007-10-12T19:07:00.001+08:00

hmm..
the pharmacy week is really round the corner..
the week after next will be the brown bag event.
patient only need to pay $2 for the medication review,
bring all your medicine and pharmacist will sort as well as counsel you on the correct way of using it..
hmm.. meaningful right
4th nov got another event in kim seng CC

have to plan for the healthscreening part..hope everything will be fine at the end of the day!
scare....

GEMS

2007-10-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

anyone know what is that
it is Go for Extra Mile Service (GEMS)
i went for the course for the past two days..
i can say..real bored...
But lucky got fren ard in the course so it is a really nice catch up session .. the lecturer talk her topic, i talk my topic
think i am not a attentive student tough!
sigh..

day tour-interview plus busy night

2007-10-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

morning went for an interview,
asked a lot of question and me was shaking for the whole interview
then after five mins, another interview again by different people..
wah....
it is ....
another shaking sssion again,
the question is usual but the ans is very tricky
i mean if i give them standard ans, they will said that is not good enough
hmm.. so what should i said
non standard ans?
anyway.. back to the shop.. tue is always a busy day, never think about tuesday night can be non stop for two hours.. did nothing but just to clear the queue, a group of people crowded in your counter, .. pretty scary,
the call keep calling, the people keep coming ..
it is really scary...
but did very well.. good sale!
happy

a trip to "damsey" road

2007-10-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

did i spell correctly?
it is a road behind bontanic garden..
full of cafe and bar and ....
one of our favourite shop------ben and jerry..
simon and i can finish one "pie" (a big tube) within 10 mins..
the seat is so nice (swing type), the enviroment is so vibrant, the ice cream is so delicious...
like the atmosphere there.. haha

too bad forget to bring the camera there..anyway,want to buy a new handphone with better camera so i can take pic and upload to the computer..
no need camera..
but my plan only expire by mid nov.. have to wait a while.. sigh..........

Last "full" day

2007-10-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

what does that mean?
it means..
i can wake up by 2pm tmr
i can share my work with my partner
i can shake leg in e shop
i can chat with my partner
i can get "gift" from him since he is back from Thailand..
i won't be so tired
i will be a fresher person
i won't be so "groomy" due to tiredness
i will be more happy..
wah.. hope today end earlier

bias??? Am i?

2007-10-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

Talking with my colleague reagrding my staff..
after some time, suddenly both of us have one question in our mind..
Am i really bias towards her?
maybe...

think that she always last min MC, she always "shot" me back, she don't want to do tagging and don't want to admit she is wrong...
this is what i see in her attidue and action her.. this judgement maybe base on bias..
if i don't see her in the eye that i use to see
maybe i look at her in the other angle.. things may change..
maybe she is really good, she good at customer service and promoting items. she can sell high value things.
she also don't want to take mc but she is really not that well..
so she had to take..

i have to look to her into other angle..
then life will be more harmony and peaceful....
and being bias may not be good..

basar malam night

2007-10-03T13:43:00.001+08:00

fun to be in basar malam last night, so many food, but walk till leg pain.. cos the basar malam that i am going is quite far away frm my house..
my camera is back,but forget to bring or else can post some piuc..
on the way back to my house, saw a real "elegant" cat. she or he sit there and let you take photo, she / he is not the normal type of cat but the most fury type...

talk to him/ her, she/ he wil just roll his/her eye to you.. real cute.
a grey fury cat, full of pride and royal elegancy..
so regret that forget to bring camera out!

busy busy busy children day

2007-10-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

my partner went for holiday.. so fun!!!!
yet left me alone in the shop at children day!
think all the primary school kid are super fortunate now
saw the shopping center full of parents..
parents must be taking one day leave to accompany thier child..
somemore go all the restaurant to eat.. so fortunate

that is the reason why my hsop also pack with people.. somemore today is first day of the month.. super lot of admin work have to settle.. close the month end for sept and preapre the oct.. sigh...

but the sale no bad la
hehe

A trip to Mustafa

2007-10-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

it is a really exciting time to go mustafa.. did i spell corretly???
really fun .. the shopping center is SO BIG
and so many things to shop.. adn so many people even at 1am in the morning
amaze!!!!
most og the things there are cheaper than normalshop
casio Watch only $19 buck.. cheap and good
misses fellowship as well as church on sunday
lucky saw some photo in Daniel's blog.. see all the cute faces.. hehe
miss ya hor

relax yet busy sat

2007-09-30T12:09:00.000+08:00

wake up by all the calls.. and arrange for viewing at 4.30pm.. so many people came.. to my surprise.. i guess got total eight group of people view it.. I am susessfully create the panic buying atmostphere..haha

then go shopping with frenin orchard.. did not get anything back..cos have to save money la...

then went for dinner in sun moon... very nice.. long time did not go liao la..

went to ahve a drink and talk rubbish in tcc till 12 pluys, then back home..what a fulfiling day..

wish list: sing ktv, sing ktv sing ktv sing ktv...
IWANTTOSINGKTV

sigh......

battling morning

2007-09-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

work is not easy..
but god is still faithful,
face some unresonable customer early in the morning before i come to work!!
call me in my hp somemore
then face unresonable staff,
canceal her leave yesterday, this morning said she want to go on leave again..

you know very diff to find replacement one.. the replacement is cancel, and she is a human she might plan programe too...

calling more than 20 calls to for a replacement.. driving me NUT!!!

hope that is the end of my morning-mare......

early in the morning...

2007-09-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

actually not that early already, it is about 10 am in the morning, when i am packing the store room and stuff all the free gift bamboo charcoal inside the tiny store room, a guy in 20 or early teens, with his right hand wrap with toilet paper (stress that is toilet paper)

guy: sorry to disturb you early in the morning
squating down to pack stuff, rise the head with messy hair
annie reply: it is not early anyway, what is the matter? how may i help you?
guy: i scald my hand with hot water..
he is trying to show me his injure hand and unfold the toilet paper,
the skin of the middle and the index figure all peel off due to the scalding
annie(scared): you better see a doctor.. since the wound is pretty big....

think i am not good in being a pharmacist???
sigh....
scare of the peeling of the skin... but that is really scary lei..

Thank you Daniel aka elmo

2007-09-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

really thank you very much on your help, if not i am still struggling with my blog.. by duno how to add in tag and link.. sigh.. pretty computer idiot.. so i don't have to go to your blog and link everyone's blog.. easier for me

btw,there are bible quiz on john.. be prepared! sadly, i won't be ard this week.. see you all soon!

My poem by crazy little mad nut gal

2007-09-27T01:22:00.001+08:00

annie,
who is sunny,
well also very crappy,
but her ''jokes'' make me happy,
she even got me a daddy,
which is really quite creepy(?)
but at times he can be funny.

ringing in my ear,
feeling she's so near,
heartbeat racing with the gears,
after many years,
she is finally standing here.

ending off, i just love her : D

crazy-

Car owner for 10 days

2007-09-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

pretty excited to have a car for 10 days, our friend going back to hk so they are lending the car to us...
we are pretty excited about it initially but potential problems came to our mind after that
1) parking
2) petrol
3) if we spoilt the car? how???

wah.. great power come with great responsiblities la

duno lei.. see how it goes la
we have a car... but for 10 days only.. :)
hope tmr is a good day!!

blog skin?? colour?

2007-09-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

maybe i am outdated or old.. the blog skin i have.. i guess is a little simpler and "lady" which dun really suit me.. i know.. haha
but i love it.. so not chnage at the moment la. unless you all can find 10 reasons for me to change la.. haha

read my colleague blog regarding for his change in placement..
you are just a little bit more worring la.. no problem one.. you will do great in the most busy outlet!!
I am sure about it!!
keep in contact lei. so many products in the market nowaday and really have to read it one by one
slowing will do.. dun worry, see i haven't been upgrading myslef also.. better do something about it.

Tuesday Blog

2007-09-26T11:53:00.000+08:00

feel bad did not blog yesterday
guess tuesday was a pretty good day up to 2.30pm
cos only started work at 2.30pm till 10pm
since work.. alot of things happen!
Staff suddenly said want to take unpaid leave
rush here and there to schedule people to work also..
how sad!

went for supper with simon at some killney stall near bukit timah, the funny part is both of us only left $7.9 in the pocket and there had no atm....
so can only "pathentically" ordered on Penang Frie Keow teo and a drink to share among two of us,
wonder how the stall onwer think about us..
"poor two little kids, with no money still go out for supper"
haha
anyway, who cares!
('',)
that's about it.. will blog tonight

Sad happy day

2007-09-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

the day start with some happy tone, at least i finish my presentation and nothing bad happen, God is good!
real good!

But sad things came after that..

My working partner is going to transfer out.. real sad
my partner is a real good partner which help me a lot and he transfer out to a better outlet..
i mean better prospect and nearer to his home.. good..
but the selfish side is i lost a good partner..
hmm..
the worst is yet to come..
I will not have a partner..
mean, i will be working alone with a Locum
hmm......
hmm..
that is bad
no one share your paper work!
no one help you to order,
getting more busy..

I DON"T WANT
but i have no choice!!!!

pretty sad...
snow

Good Game Day

2007-09-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

I was really having fun today.....
runing up and down...
singing song which is too high pitch..
singing some cute and funny tone created by the person who live is dead sea???
haha
using my butt to write my CHINESE name..
holding amanda leg to do the wheel barrow.. COOL
seacrhing high and low for the stupid envelope which i can never be found...
church is really too big
moreover, eating a real nice sweet that have chocolate taste.. i swear, not the usual choco candy.. thank u for all the fun that we have today..
thank you for the organiser

happy birthday clement!!!
I love the cake smashing part.. Sze min, upload the vedio.. i know you have it.. haha

Uncle Simon said that the logic about Auntie annie is cool..
BUT
Annie have something to say
Annie is not auntie,
those kid in kindergarden then call me auntie becoz they are real young
someone call me auntie
calling annie only for young kid in kindergarden
someone is a young kid in kindergarden

is this logic sound????

HAHAHA :P

anyway, had a real good session in class today
at least i think so
with two things that have to keep in mind
1. what is your piority in life? wealth? power? beauty or God?
a) life in the world is short compare to enterity
b) should invest on something that last longer..
c) God can choose to take out things from our life
d) But God is always with us no matter what
SO what is your decision???

2. during reflection about your life, have you ever think about how is your relationship with God in the past year?
a) Closer? in what way?
b) "Sama" (same) why same?
c) More distance? what is the reason?
finally do something about it... hehe

OMG!!!Auntie??????Annie?????!!!!!!

2007-09-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm, can these two words link? i really doubt so.. it is zillion miles apart..
so the person who associcate these two words together, pls change it..
what an eye sore..

really excited to play the game tmr...
had prepared the discussion for tmr, hope i can do it well.. did not really organise how to do it yet.. hmm
hope God will give me wisdom in doing so haha

Today stay in the shop for whole day, it mean from 10am to 10pm.had a mix feeling.. bored and exciting..
had a customer to buy feet patch (for detox purposes) for more than 1K. brought 15 boxes of $68 each.. i had never encounter such customer before.. really a big BIG BBIIGG fish.... that is the exciting part..

boring part.. as usual.. rot in the shop, dun feel like preparing the presentation for monday...

hope tmr will be a good day..

personality test.. result after ans 125 questions..

2007-09-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Hedonism	\|\|	10%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Indie	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	31%

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Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:

open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash

Reading Blog

2007-09-22T12:32:00.000+08:00

See, i am again strugulling with my computer space bar.. help ..
reading some blog before writing this one..
haha
Mr seetoh still did not pass me the camera so i can't do much of taking photo and needless to say to upload any.. sigh.. IWANTMYCAMERABACK..

anyone understand that? i hope that person will understand....
haha

anyway, i like yi jia poem?
you wrote??? thatis so cool.. write something for me???

with regard to daniel's question about the Dao gao hui..

Meaning: to keep god in our mind besdies sunday, to practise praying.. hmm.. also to have fellowship..
History: it was one of the largest Dao gao hui in madarin church. Once upon a time, everyone in the congragation went for the dao gao hui... it is fully pack.. (if i am not wrong it ia about 15 to 20 years ago...)
Now: only older generation went... and some of our fellowship people might go..
Reason: friday night.. fever night (haha.. start to rythm), work work work... (a lot of people can only off thier work till 9 or even 10pm) , lazy to go (moi is one of them) and not suit the style (younger generation don't really like the atmosphere)

Am i ans your question???

congratulation Clement, you did well in your exam and keep it up in your O' level.. 29 days to go..
everyone.. work hard!!!!!

one last things, daniel,
pls change your link to my blog, dun really like the name annie dao shi.. sound pretty old...

and can anyone teach me in adding link in my blog, trying to figure out but still struggling together with my keyboard..

Struggling with the key board

2007-09-21T13:27:00.000+08:00

itisabadday
can anyone see what is the above mean?
if idid not purposely space it after typing each line. itwillenduplikethis.....
can you imagine i have to purposely space everysentence ..it is really sad and tedious..pls help me to get out fom this..pls

SIGH
guess this can be awayforwritingcodelei..haha
anyoneunderstand?????

trying to get back the camera, so i can inculde a lot of picture in my blog..haha
make the blo gmore lively..

A came back

2007-09-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

haha.. i came back from the emotional world and start writing blog again.. after watching a TV talk show regarding blog.. i decided.. i have to be more decipline in writing.. at least this blog will give me an account for what is my thought during that point of time.. maybe no one is reading.. nvm ..

i read 4A blog and daniel blog just now.. pretty interesting ..i also wanna be tagged.. pls tag me .. so people... you know what to do? tag me in your blog..haha

this blog was set up to ask myself to be more discipline.. but at the end.. i still did not write much.. real bad right

maybe some brief update of my absence..
went to hk.. nice and fun..
cut my hair to short .. which i wanted to do for a year.. finally
being arrowed to do the d n d .. and did it.. finally.

some later update
to do the presentation for the brown bag event.. (some pharmacy event...)
pretty stress cos i know nothing.. tmr have a meeting with the person incharge... hope it will be fine...
to do the graduation camp.. wanna come out with the new budget
very diff.. sigh......

maybe my blog sound very boring.. will upload more photos.. hehe

see ya

第一次用中文寫日記, 好開心呀!

2007-07-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

不知不覺都married ハ个月了ｏ真的是不知不覺！

Mahjong

2007-04-21T10:49:00.000+08:00

last night, Mr seetoh invited his guest tocometo our house to play Mahjong..i am fine with it but he is late for home..lkeft mne alone in the homeand his fren came..but seat outsides of the house.. what a funny scene...

anyway, this morning was another exciting begining of the day... we have no key to the shop and i have to called my partner to take cab to open the shop for us...sigh..what a day.. but luckily.. shop still around.. customer still come in......
realisethat i haven't writemy blog for so long..... sigh.. not discipline...
*slap*...Aiyo... hope i will write it regularily ever after..:P

something happened

2007-02-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

something happen make me feel a bit... hmm... i really don't really know how to put it, may be i feel myself not as important as before...
i tot i can take it but eventually i cannot.. sigh.. why ???
i am still finguring out how to cope with it.. can i forget? can i forgive?
i guess i can really forgive.. actually i have forgiven.. but i feel a bit uneasy... why?
am i that not good??
duno lei.. hehe
anyway, busy in the chinese new year.. sigh....

Saturday.. tmr my frist BS

2007-02-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

very scary, thinking tmr is my first bible study with the class.. hope will go well...
friday was a good good day. shop with my mum and cook with my m8um.. dispite it is very tiring .. esp i am now working 12 hours shift.. but long time did nto shop with my mum.. and i brought some new year goodies for the this coming new year.. feel very proud lei.. haha

pray lord that tmr bs will go well

scary day

2007-01-31T18:47:00.000+08:00

was really scare by colleague today.. i think i am alright..
anyway.. very senile lifestyle recently.. have to find out something to work on.. otherwise i will be bored to death soon... sigh

long long break

2007-01-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

sosrry that i have absent for a while in my writing of my blog.. it is beacsue it is really busy to write..
as you know that i am writing this blog by using some free hours in the work to write.. so when i did not write mean that my work is so busy that i can't have a time to write...
for a week.. my life has been so busy with work
now got so many things happen in a week.
the most pressing things is the house loan.. ocbc said cannot loan us that much.. now stand chart said can only loan us for 10 years.. that is very bad lei.. why like that one... sigh....
pray lord for the it.. think this house is not by his will.. so many difficulties...

brought two new clothe for new years.. all happy purchase.. have to keep it till new year than wear....
haha

having funin last thurs.. was out with my hk fren for ktv.. then the ususal throwing cream cake activities came in.. solong haven't play liao.. but still fun.. a bit scare to play with them in my birthday liao...
scare of retribution lei.. haha

hmm.. last sat also got an uprise will the staff.. then i did a stupid decision lei.. i kena scolded on monday.. but lucky .. nothing major harm was done.. god is great

hmm.. think i am a bit distance from my sunday school kids la...
hope the relationship is better.. hope and have to pray hard...
hmm ... hehe

was very busy yesterday

2007-01-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

wah.. sunday was a real busy day
i am like fighting againist the time withthe customer... wah.. what happen?????
nothing much to said about my life.. but actually there are several things in my life happen..
first go to the first sunday school teacher training.. very fulfilling.. i know more about giving bible study.. so i can practise it with my younger brother and sister soon.. hope it won't end up very badly...
secondly, went to bonnie's pre birthday party.. it wasd very fun until the stupid T ask a stupid question..
hmm.. make me ponder a while..
i will do my action much more careful next time.. should not do it just by impulse.. end up now still talking about it.. so embarrasing...
but past is forgone.. so forget about it.. hahahahahaha
sudnay was very very busy in the shop.... really very bad
but it is all gone... haha
later expect some guest to my home.. hope it will end up well

sorry for not posting

2007-01-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes i do find that weather my blog got any reader or not.. anyway, happy to be writing myself.. it helps me to discipline to write something about my life..
yesterday was very busy morning that i can't write anything on the blog.. but i am very happy that i am able to cook a steak meal for Mr. seetoh last night.. what an accomplishment..
he did not really compliment me.. but i cook because i love to.. so sad that i have to work for whole day for today... a bit stress.. haha
anyway, i can help have whole sat off .. hmm tmr programe was very hectic...
have to to attend a seminar in the morning till afternoon time.. then having tea tiem with my in law for his birthday... still thinking what to give him..
hmm.. Mr. seetoh said no need.. but i really duno lei.. should we buy anything for him????
aftre that may have to go for my frens birthday party in east coast.. so hectic lei.. duno what to do.. Mr. seetoh like don't really interested to go.. but i am quite tired today.. duno why anyway..

so rude.. kena bullied

2007-01-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

i was very angry with one of the stuff in ICA building.. i think she is a bit too much.. after i submit the document. i heard that she asked me to wait for the name to be called. then i waited and wait for about an hour. my name not been called and i cannot take it anymore, so i approach her and ask her what happen to my application. you know what she reply?.. classically "RUDE"
she said" oh.. i told you that you can leave but you still stay here? i saw you sitting down there also don't know why are you sitting there for what (cos i am siting in front of her), oh you are still wiating? why are you waiting? you no need to wait at all... ".. really want to hit her... kena bullied.. why??? why??? why???
why must i be bullied?
did i do anythings wrong?

very nice cantoness sitcom

2007-01-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

haha.. these two days i was watching one of the hk sitcom.. i finsih twenty episope in two days.. i think i am very great.. i mean it is very impossible to do it but i make it lei.. feel very proud about it.. haha
anyway, it ios a really great show.. it is about love insurance.. there is an insurance for couples to buy.. for those we brought the insurance they will be able to get a bonus price if they able to get married.. besides, they can get more bonus if their relatioship sustain thru' out the years..
i think if we are firm about the love that we have.. there is no such need to buy insurance... haha
isn't that the changed type of marriage cert?

haha, but the main aim of these insurance is to ask the couple to cool sown to talk about it before break up or even divorce... at least they have some times to think about the relationship before they end the insurance.. hmmm.. haha

anyway, was very mersmerise by the language that they speak.. very long time did not watch hk sitcom with cantoness la.. and the people there are so new.. think i am a bit old la.. haha

now also a bit sad.. cos i lost my aim to go back home.. cos i have no sticom to watch after work or before work... hmm i am gonna to bored to death soon..
can oyu suggest something to do.. feel myself more and more like an aunty la...
I am Mrs Moody.. not Mrs aunty lei.. so sad

wah.. so long no entry liao

2007-01-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

i am so sorry to put up the entry so late.. cos i can only write my blog when i am working..
myhouse computer can't log into blogger.. stupid right?
anyway, was ver sad in sat.. felt Mr. Seetoh treat me differently than before.. he was so tired when he was shopping with me on sat...
thinkkinh too much that he did not love me anymore.. haha

I think i am thinkking to much la.. cos i was very sick on sunday and he took care of me.. treat me very well.. i ask him to buy medicine.. he brought immediately.. i was in pain in the bed.. he comforted me...and did not go church because of me.. i was so guilty.. that is like one suffer both suffer.. sigh.... felt bad for him.. like i mistreat him like that.. not good right? i am not a very good girl.. i think God tell me that i should not be so "small gas" towards him.. haha
tonight is a busy night for me.. a lot of customers... good bussiness lei
hope can hit the sales target.. then can have some extra paid...
very poor recently...

one day of work.......

2007-01-12T11:41:00.000+08:00

should i said i am not a good worker or i am just being lazy..
today's weather is really very vert good for sleeping.. raining non stop
it is so cool and ideal for sleeping... can't find such nice weather in singapore very often....
having some more stomachache just now.. luckily , it is getting better.. waiting .. waiting for 22.00 to come.. then i can off and i can have two days of resy continuously.. wah.. how luxarious...

i was playing scrabble with Mr. seetoh till 1 plus last night.. should said this morning (be more precise).. so tired.. was very scare of this game cos my english is bad.. recently i got a chance to play and sort of like hook on it.. despite my vocabulary is bad.. but i think it is also a "luck" game.. just happen to be what you are holding can form a work and at the correct position... i play without thinking what is the next step... haha... dun play play.. i won okay..

haha XD
that is about it.. guess my blog is getting more and more bored now and then....

busy day

2007-01-11T18:17:00.000+08:00

it is really pretty late for me to write now.. guess Mr. Seetoh alreay home..
I am still at work.. cos today is PM shift.. sigh... till 10 then can go back home.. so sad
today was very hectic day..

this morning i went to ICA to do apply for citizenship.. wait in the ICA for about three hours.. have to go back again cos i forget to provide some documents..
really sad about it... u know.. i am living in the west.. have to go there is a bit far.. sigh..

But still thnak God for the weather, it was very bright when i was on the way to the ICA building, when i finally able to crawl out from the building.. discovered than it was raining when it had been raining when i was inside the building and it stopped when i stepped out..

So lucky and i really very glad that God is helping me.. haha
finally back to work and work keep coming in.. wah.. what is that.. i screamed in my heart.. but have to remain cool and clam .. my profession ma..
but i am not cool and clam type loh.. so i guess i am not suitable in this job.. got any job to recommend to me???

still at work now.. pls help me..

Hmm.. what is today's programe?

2007-01-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

hmm... today a bit late to write my blog. sorry...

hope the sunday school class blog can establish soon.. then i can write comment on it.. haha
anyway, want to do a lot of things today.. wanna sing KTV, wanna see my God Son (a very very fat cat called baby) , wanna cook, wanna clean up my house .

i did not sing KTV alomost half an year.. or nearly one year.. i am dying soon... i use to sing weekly, then reduce to fornightly, then monthly.. now even worst.... yearly.. i can't hold it anymore... i MUST sing KTV......

i also did not see my cute cute God son cat for a month already.. kind of missing him...what should i choose??? sing KTV or see my God son cat, baby????

dun feel like cleaning up and cooking cos not fun in doing so... haha.. not a good house keeper lei..
so should i sing k or see my god cat??????

still no idea, but i think i will end up rotting at home after work.. because Mr. Seetoh want to rest after his ICT, aka In camp training, so sad.............

BTW, wanna share with all of the people reading the blog about an illustration of how God love us .. i think it is very good illustration...
There a man so love his dog that.............................................................................. he asks the vet to change his vocal cord to a dog vocal cord, so he can communicate with his dog and understand what his dos mean.....
that man so love his dog that.....................................................................................he ask the vet to change his heart to a dos heart so he can feel what his dog feeling....
this story was told by Qi liang Daoshi during the tuanqi time..
A lot of peopel thinks that man is stupid.. but isn't that what God do for us?
He is doing even more than that.. compare to him, are we worth the status of being a dog?
He is eternal, but he choose to be man (who is limited) and suffer for us
He is sinless, but he choose to bear our sin and die for us
He is creator, but he choose to be the created one to love us personally...
He choose to be man, live with us, bear the sin and die for us... He is doing much much more than what the so called "crazy" man do for his dog....
"Do we worth it?" this is the frist question that I ask when i heard this... was very touch withthis story .. hope everyone can share this with your friend whenthey ask you how great is God love?

hehe.... back to work... see ya tmr...

2nd entry

2007-01-09T10:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wah.. today is my second entry..
thank you for my work which is so free in the morning that i can be writing blog when i am working....
anyway, was doing QT with my Mr.seetoh lastnight at Judges chapter 5... the song of Deborah... from insides i was quite disturb with what deborah said towards sisera's mother.. at the end of the chapter.. She was describing how sad of his mother sisera (her enemy) when her son not been back fromt he battle...
personally i think it is very curel.. eventhough he is your enemy, he's mother is inoocent too.. and he is still a human and his mum will worry..
so from there i learn that sometimes when we are proud of our achievement, we shouldn't be too proud that we deglect other people's feeling...i have to be aware of this because i tend to speak out of my mind.. without any filtering... hmm...... so pls check on me .. K???

Day one of start blogging

2007-01-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

I think this is my second or third bolg in the world wide web.. (aka www) muhahaha
those old blog either i set it up without updating it or i simply forget my password..
oops.. that is very bad.. first i ahve to introduce myself.. i am just a normal gal would has pass the a quater of my century life..

newly married ( :D, happy about it still )
taking up new challenge in spiritual life--- being a sunday school teacher
seraching new direction of life

anyway, enough of myself......

creating this blog partly due to there will be a new blog of my class in this blogger page.. the other reason is i hopeoi can record what am i doing in a more systemetic way..

getting old, tend to forget things very easily.. whatever happen yesterday i also cannot rememeber.. hmm.. geting senile soon.... pray it won't happen so soon...

today is just a normal day.. very bored in the office...

wanna to take up some course??? what should i take?